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Hey 👋 Good night I don’t know where to start from but I did 2 abortion one in 2015 and one in 2017 and up to this day I sometimes cry myself to sleep.

Its hard! In 2015 I just left high school with only 3 subjects, I couldn’t have a baby plus my relationship was on the verge off falling apart. 

I went the bandoloo way and as expected I almost died… The pain I felt that night I could have push my head through a grill and not feel it 😭 that was the worst night of my life. Signs of conception were still inside me and I ended up at the hospital. Long story short, the hospital took care of it and me, and I was discharged soon after. 

2017 I ended up back in the same boat I begged and pleaded with this man, “please let us keep our baby”, “we will get help” etc. He said no I’m too young blah blah… I ended up at doctor who did it for $25,000 this time - it was a new method, the suction one. I went on the bed and he was trying to dilate me to 1 inch or something of that sort I saw my ‘baby’ in a container… 😭

I was 1 month and some days the both time I did it… I wish i could tell them I’m so sorry 😭