My family has an old house,
and still,
bright flowery yellow walls
greet me.
If I breathe deeply enough,
the air becomes sweet
with molasses,
the voice of my mother
singing to
sunday gospel,
thyme and garlic
thick in the air.
Our pink rooms and
blithesome voices
filling
the emptiness.
But that is not where I was
raised,
my mother’s tunes were
only a cover for
skeletons etched into
the floors,
and that her children
wouldn’t hear my father,
one hand on his switch,
Woman fi get lick like pickney,
Don’t mash up me food
Her voice would
turn shrill
under the sweet morning air.
She once told us that
meant a game of hide,
and she would come
seek us when it was over.
She never did find us.
Instead,
we found her, bloodied body
hunched over the still lit stove,
singing flesh crackling
in that mangled tune,
my father over her,
burnt chicken in his hand.
Neptune Naiadis is a writer whose work has appeared in publications such as the Caribbean Writers Journal and Rebel Women Lit. She is a current student at the University of the West Indies and an aspiring novelist, young media writer, and businesswoman with a small handcrafted jewelry business. As of 2021, her favorite book is Kingston Noir.
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